I MISS YOU

SOOOOOOO MUCH KRISTINA SIA!

okay

its 20:03. kristina i know how to count the time okay-_- im not retarded. im just too lazy to! gosh. aite so right now i got like 6 mosquito bites, and each of them itches equally if not more then one another. i was downstairs for 10 mins and got 6 mosquito bites,and started sweating at freak 20:04! WTHECK who sweats sitting down at nighttime? -_- i just washed my face too...ugh time to wash again! wel yeah today was pretty eh. other then doing random things all i think about is kristina, which isnt that bad but its just i keep wishing i could see her and be with her instead of just constant imagination! okay well i miss you kristina gnite<3 sweet dreams. dont forget to write back or um anything as long as you communicate with me!:] i miss yah so much! hope your capital P goes away soon, all you headaches go away, and your stomach pain goes away too:] gluck. and see yah soon baby<3

First day in taiwan

hmmm how could i describe it....boring?hot? :[ this sucks i wanna go back already. its either a week gone or 2. or 3:[ right now all thats on my mind is this really special girl. shes always on my mind cuz she makes me the most happiest guy ever. but shes not here so i shall try to sleep -_____________- good morning btw kristina! miss yah so much baby<3333333333

KRISTINAAAAAAA

im going to miss you so much when im in taiwan! i already do now... damnit-_- krisitna imma talk to you everday kay!??! it might be 2 weeks before i come back. ummmmm yeah thanks so much for everything:]

hey

life is pretty good so far. sometimes it hits me when i see something that reminds me of someone, but i remind my self i did have a life before she came in to the picture right? june is finally comming to an end with a good term. June the most hated month( only to me and frank) =D HAHA anyone can make anything possible =] duh ps. i miss you alots, you make me happy even though i dont have you. i wish you can come back to me =[ k bye! =D

pros.
junes almost done
family closer then before (after i finally opened my eyes sheesh! =D)
i realize alot of people care about me so no matter what i do it will affect alot of people
i feel kewl!
quit everything(honestly GUYS! thats BAD!... you guys wont believe me -_- i know it)
seeing chan chan get sunburned!
met alot of new people
life is gewd?
so much free time!
tried my best in everything i gots
at least im keeping my promise, it'll be hard but ill try! =]
cons.
reallly really darn hot-.-
jail.
helping people then i get all the blame.
thinking bout other people before i thought about my self
community service.
no one wants to hire a filipino -_- haha=D
i lost someone really special to me.

what did i do wrong:[

today was a day ruined... i feel like shit right now. why is this happening to me? goperkoikhoekhopekhpok im sorry mrs.sia:[ idk what i did wrong but please forgive me. let krisitna hang out with me!! if you want me to stop hanging out with my friends i will. just tell me. please...nothing can be worse right now then krisitna not caring anymore. im so sad please forgive me. i promise on everything in the world that ill try my best to make kristina happy. gjkweoigopwkghoaekhpo i promise

this

has got to be the worst month ever. but as long as kristinas still here with me im happy.

turn that frown upside down:]

Dont worry about what your mom has to say kristina; not that it isnt important. It is and believe me i know how important it is! but its not soemthing you should worry about, its me. I know now how much harder i need to try. and i will, trust me. As of now i dont really have a plan on how to prove that im not a player-_- but ill think of a way. hang on Kristina:] i miss you so much. i just hope you go to sleep happy everyday.

Thank You

Daddy. for all you have given me. i idolize you in some ways i cant others. You are the smartest guy i know, you work so hard and still find time to have fun! you always tell me to try hard. and i promise, i will one day soon! sorry for the recent bs you had to deal with-_- you dont deserve any of it. I love you Dad, you are the best. And im sure nobody could love their dad as much as i love mine. im sure. Happy Fathers Day!!!!! ps- hi kristina:]

okay jk

we didnt swim, but that didnt stop me from enojoying myself! :]]]]] its weird how doing almost compeltely nothing could be so full of laughs and smiles:]

yay:]

tommorrow i get to see krisittina again and we get to swim! imma clean up my pool more and the outside shower while shes at the opera:] how exciting.

whats wrong:[

please tell me! ill be here for you if you need me.

i miss you kristina:[

i missssss you sooooooooo much! Your smile,your cute and lame jokes, your dimples, your soft hands, your cold feet, UGH I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! i need your hug right now. not only cuz im half naked too ;] HAHA OKAY ANYAWYSSSSSSSS TODAY WAS BORING CUZ I BARELY TALKED TO YOU, and i basically helped all day around. which isnt that bad cuz i barely do anything-_- but yeah. kay well i just hope we hang out soon. and talk really soon! okay bye gnite baby<3 i miss you

:]]]]]

hi sweetie pie ;] if yah catch my drift! HAHA. i miss you:[ and its only been a few hours since i last saw you! damn... well what can i say...you make me happier then humanly possible! :] theres only so much i can say to really describe what i feel towards you. and if i say it a few more times i feel like im over doing it;but honestly its how i feel!! lifes perfect. even with all the bs that has happened. you make the pain go away. i hope this feeling lasts forever. seriously. cuz nothings better then the fun talks;] we have. and the fun moments:]]]]] and lets play that game "dont try to wake ******* up" agian! HAHAH<3 oh btw every corner is yours remember that. gnite baby<3 immma knock out. oh btw remind me to workout everyday! ps-sorry this is sucha random blog. theres so many things goin on in my mind about you im not sure what to say at what time! :]]]]] okay gnite baby sweet dreams. i hope you dream about the fun times we have:] HAHA and i hope you get to enjoy the sweetness i got to enjoy!!! HAHAH KAY GNITE.

things are just great

through all that has happened. things are turning out better, faster then i expected. gosh
im so happy! Honestly, how many people know ANYONE who can make the worst time in your life, the best? im sure nobody..except me of course. and that person is Kristina. So yeah thank you! Life could get better, only once all this bs with the cops are over tho. then i could truely enjoy freedom and see kristina more! that to me, is the most exciting thing. Gnite baby:] sweet dreams. ps- Kristina, I like you soooo much:] like you have NO IDEA. NONE! <33333333333

bad,but getting better

everything is so fucked up lately. only cuz the dumb decisions i made:[ honestly i wish i could take it all back. but its slowly gettin better agian. kristina made it better, justin made it better, everyone who called and cared. thank you. gnite baby! <333 i hope i can amke things better.

kristina

im so sorry. please forgive me. i know i fucked up. im so sorry.

theres NOTHING better....

then a day with kristina. nothing. she makes all my troubles go away! she makes me so happy:] its actually hard to describe. and seriously i dont think anything that could make me that happy. maybe except orgasm! HAHA but ANYWAYS, today was pretty good! =) liike i picked her up from diamond bar then to albertonsons and got some lil snacks! then after that we went to blockbuster and got 2 movies: mall cop, and shutter. decent movies turned into really good movies only cuz i got to watch it with my love:] i loved it so much when she held on to me. gosh everything about her makes me smile. from her lil corny jokes, to her looks, down to the little cute kisses she does! oh yeah cant forget her perfect hugs! so warm and soft! yeah well today was perfect. i cant think of a day i hung out withher that isnt tho. its kinda weird, i never thought that there could be so many perfect days. but kristina made it happen! haha shes so amazing. thats a word i never use. but its true. shes fuckin amazing! well i cant wait to see her thursday[hopefully] and forsure friday! :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] gnite baby sweet dreams

smile!

kristina i hope you get better:]

LONG TIME NO BLOG!

First thing i have to say is. HI KRISTINA I MISS YOU SO MUCH!:]]
well what can i say the days have been great. been seeing kristina alot. she gives me all these surprises:] not only like hanging out wise but yknnow:] the cute stuff! HAHAH kay ANYWAYS. like life cant get any better, and no im not copying you krisitna; i told candy that while i was still at her house, its so great:] ive never been happier in my whole entire life. literally! like its so wonderful. people tell me about their dramas and stuff but seriously i cant help but think in the back of my mind how perfect my life is compared to theirs. great family,great friends, perfect girl:] gosh nothing could be better. I hope this is a long summer! and i hope i could continue to hang out with kristina everytime:] <33333333333 gnite baby.

whats new?

i have a new favorite sweater:] and it smells great!