=D

2 words... DRIVING CAN KISS MY ASS! <--- okay 5 words =D


Words run out, action moves in!

-- if you chase something, to get something... something else will come chasing you

Head high up! head up down!

hail up to the sky! listen to the beat, time will come i promise, i promise...! feel the pressure of the anxiety between!

am i?

really happy or is it just another illusion of how well my life is going right now?



nigga i aint complaining, i aint confused, but one thing i know! im stubborn as a motha fucka.

ya im happy, just wierded out because everything is going so well

places

Run, run away... To the places you can not be found, but to let you know I'll always be here, with out a doubt. Things are turning out better then it seems =D Im glad that it didnt turn out the opposite! welcome back!? But to let you know! I'm tired of this game your playing... If you keep leaving then leave forever! I get what your trying to imply, yes i forgive people easily and forget about the past so fast. This time im keeping what i say and if you leave, then you leave.

=D life is just a game. Play it with joy.


DONT MESS !!

I AM

DOMINATING THE WORLD! haha my way is the high way =D! life is great, who cares bout small problems that bugs the hell out of me!

1. FML.com is the funniest shit in the world
2. BANNNNNNNNNNNANIE =D HAHA
3. bfff ( best fucking friend forever) thanks!
4. cake/cupckaes/and mango marino!
5. last vegas right now!
6. BAHAHAHA ! funny
7. >;]

cons.
1. miss you

I tried so hard

but was it worth it? Of course it was but then again maybe i shouldnt have messed with it at all. I devoted in to something that was like a ticking time bomb. IN then end, is only the end.

journey

My life, My treasures.
Lets forget all about the past, and continue our journey. Lets make it amusing and foolish! I know there are problematic that awaits us, but it does not mean we can't over come them! Smile,laugh,worry, and be scared it wont matter what I face or who I face, It's my life and I'm going to control it my own way. Sing a song, be graceful.. live the life you want to, be the person you want to, let no one ever put you down and mock what you believe in. BE YOUR OWN BOSS.

Put yo head up high! =D

im singing in the rain~
im singing in the rain!
time is going fast
live it like there is no tomorrow =D

dreiw

I kniht kcab won, dna I ezilaer taht I saw a loof, tub won tsaelta mi gnizilaer ti htiw on sterger.



.sp I semitemos hsiw ew tuognah erom! i ssim uoy stol=]

Harmonize.

Live pass the limit line. Many people will tell you to abandon your life, which they say it will never be as great as there's. That's complete bullshit, I learned my lessons from teachers that did not even know they can teach. That's right folks understand the world, and maybe we can puzzle out the problems that are thrown at us. People that brings you problems, I say drop them. Drop them in a pit, where you can no longer sense them. Life is truly short, but beautiful. Will you want happy memories or devastating ones? It's your life, you decide.
Won't it be great if our lives are like a fairytale? It can be a fairytale if we put our minds to it. No one can stop us if we work together, to pull each other up when things are down. To make one happy, while the other is sad. To live life to the fullest, being a teacher and a student. Life is like heaven or hell, it matters what you do and what you don't do.
Personally speaking, seeing all the downed faces full of remorse. Thinking to themselves I should have done this, I should have done that. Why didn't you do it before? Was anyone stopping you? If yes, then how come you couldn't over come it? If no, why not?. Now you are the one feeling regrets and ashamed that your life is boring, who cares if you life was boring to you, at least you figured it out, now go make your life better with ease.

100 post!

no mind games... just the truth!

all these things falling down, crushing a blow to my head.. making me think, making me wonder, and also making stronger, finally subsided. Working where i wanted everything to be, Glad i didnt give up and didnt even consider of giving up. =] happy o' me happy o' me . wassup with it ! im the boss !:D

drafted

drafted

the rain.

mamamakayla!

kahootie patootie katana!

back to reality, from soul to soul.

close your eyes and make a wish!


your stupid because it feels like even though u said i have you, it still feels like i have to try so much just to be the best boyfriend i can. It's weird because it feels like to me you arent even showing affection. I made promises and i will keep them no matter how hard it will be. Your head is stuck in the world of the past where you think that you cant trust or have hope for anyone, but that's just being hard headed. The past is the past and now your in the present, forget what has happened to you and look for the new... trust me, if i havent thought about this enough, i wouldve told you im sorry and just move on. But i did think about it, and i hate thinking but i felt like i had to. To see if i was true to you are just fake. but i know i am true and what ever i say ill keep on going till it crashes me down. I'm really trying to be a boy friend as best as i can, not even pushing you away, but to keep you as close to me as possible.


#old me.
dont like clingy girls
dont like girls that calls me alot.
gets bored easily.
dont ever start a convo and just leave them alone
dont care
let them do whateva they want.
dont even care where they are .
dont ever call them

#new me the one with you.
I want you to be clingy
i want you to pull me out of my friends
i want you to be with me everywhere i go
i want you to start making conversations with me
i want you to smile all the time
i care where you are and what you do
i want you to call me out of no where for no reason
i want you to be close to me and know everything about me
i want you to always be there for me as i am always there for you
i want you to try your best and be happy
I want you to make fun of me for stupid things i do/ and also i will do the same for you
i want you to fully trust me that no matter what happens you will know ill be there.
i want to protect you with everything i can
i want to just be yours~.
this is what i want from you and be for you. stupid.

Stop

influencing me! I don't want to think about the future, it is too stressful and wayy too troublesome for my time. I dont give a fuck about it so leave me alone. People dont realize that they overthink and in the end it all goes down hill. If you think too much you wont even know that ur not enjoying ur life right now. SO stop fucking thinking and just live life. Who gives a fuck about the future when you hve the present. If she and i dont make it then we dont, if we get married then we do. Who gives a fuck in the end ill be ready =] Now go have fun and stop tlaking =}

rain= gewd sleep =D YAY!

rewhuigajjisgayasfuckjegwagiojwajh

hi my name is frank tsaur my favorite color is green, i am 17 years old and my birthday is on september 14th. I am smarter then a neanderthal. My favorite movie is click. my favorite numbers are 6 and/or 8 cuz yea they look better then 7. i have allergies nd asthma nd its annoying as fuck. but it doenst matter. Um i get hot alot nd i am fat. i am short 5'6? 5'7? either one. I have a big bro and 2 lilttle sisters. i have the bvest family ever. I have another borther named jeric. Hes gay as fuck but idgaf. right now i am thinking about someone that i saw today. nd like she looked soooooooo pretty when she was walking alone the oppoiste way of me! nd like i looked at her for a second nd didnt know who it was. then i looked again ndall i could do is smile and wave:) wkghopaekhpokehop shes so cute. okay anyways i have a son, his name is lucky. He is a maltese. Oh i got rejected for like the first time yesturday. pretty sad shit! um yea okay now its jerics turn. go ahead brotha.~~~~~~~


hi my name is jeric joel devela and my favorite color is green, i am 17 years old and my birthday is on march 19th. I am wayy smarter then a geek/nerd. My favorite movie is Gangster high/ my sassy girl. My favorite numba is, well as you can see only faggots have favorite numbers but if i had a favorite number it would be 0, because it goes round and round. I dont have any allergies nor i have asthma, I am short, even though i am half black, kinda sad huh =[ and i have 2 brothers and one sister. I like to read, sometimes, when i got nothing else to do. I like to work out because i dont want to get fat like ^^. I like to play games alot and I am really nerdy and geeky. I like music( anything). I like sports because i can beat ^^ at anything. I was born in the philippines and I was raised by my 4 grandparents in Manila, p.i. I went pre school in the p.i but i got expelled for punching someone in the face and jumping off the sea saw and he fell on his face and broke his nose. I have a brother name frank and he always think he gets rejected or the girl doesnt like him because he is a neanderthal. But he doesnt know she does like him, SHE EVEN THINKS HE HAS A CUTE SMILE =B. I have A dumbass, stupid, funny,boring, wierd, fatass, and a cute/pretty/sweet girlfriend =] That i like very very much. and I want you to know.... ur fat as fuck ok ! EC>EH I WIN

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okay anyways back to frank: I forgot to mention a few details about myself, i am taiwanese, i am fat, i hate all sports. my mile time was 15 mins which isnt as bad as it sounds. I can say this tho, i will pwn the shit outta him at anything including dota. i was born here in the USA, not sure where tho prob texas. The kinda music i like are oldies, nd like old rap. i never got expelled for punching anyone. you gotta be slick wit it nigga! jk anyways um stfu i know whats tru nd wats not nd whats not true is she doesnt wkgoliwrpohkeaohpk me! but its coo cuz like um fuck idk i hate you. kay well i hate working out but i must start cuz i am getting fat again 146?!?!?! WTF IS THAT i was 140 like last last week. unless its just unfinished shit!=D but um yea. i wanna be a chef when i grow up. kinda gay but i really wanna be a chef. i hate people who like copy anything i do it annoys the shit outta me. i love eatting everything except veggies. & fruit. yesturday i got a court thingy that says if i dont go to court or pay the bail(564$) imma get arrested. but i paid my fine already so im like wtf?!?! nd okay um jj is retarded he thinks hes all cool cuz hes so good at singing and dancing and flirting:) jk! i have alota dreams when i sleep. the dreams are what i wish for like everyday. nd like its really annoying cuz i know its not gonna happen. oawjgawjgo jogjawoejkgoiwajkh kay um anyways my only wish now is to like be able to like talk to someone at school nd everything without everyone being next to me, it makes me like 10x more shy! but whatever that day prob wont come cuz that person is shy too? or she doesnt wanna talkt o me but still idk. gosh just a wish! bye.

ps. ill let jj play his lil immature games on his own. cuz i know what he said "EC>EH" isnt true! so whatever say whatchu want mr half-nigga.

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-jeric
Gosh gosh. Well im really fillipino and well im 131 pounds Holy moley guacamole did i get fat/skinny at the same time. WOWZERS. I like to sleep/eat/do nothing alot. I like the adrenaline pumping things we do. AND run Just to let you know i think justin needs to join us all the time... JK! WOW DONT BE MEAN... I get rumors about me all the time, OH wellz that means they have alot of time in there hands and im really kewl heheh =D. ALot of people died in my life and left me in tears so fuck that shit- i only trust the poeple who i want to trust. I have william justin nick, rubio,brandyn, frank as brothers and chris park, isaiah bongalong, and malcolm as best friends. I never cried since 5th grade and yap. Wateves =] AND i really like to smile because when people see's you smile they cant help but smile back right unless they some gothic chick or someshit. haha When i really like someone i get really shy =[ but its getting better i think =] YAP i MET THE person I really do love =] Me= literally one month WOW.. To be this sure that i love her so much, oh mama . Watta keeper. not scared any more . If she kills me then she kills me i cant do nothing about it but just to be happy =] I want to move to japan and see the views all over the world. I think they are pretty. Japan is so dope too! . I dont really care about school, i just want to be happy and just have fun. yea sure school gives u memories but it also can give u bad memories, with all these nonsense dramas that we dont need. I think ima die when im 26 or younger but ITS sall good i had the time of my life. NO regrets No think backs. hey you. Lets make our life the best = try your best! =]

hit me with the sweet potato pie.

mang, im sooo effing funny =D hahahahh . blogging everday.

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I can't hear you? what, what? what'd you say? hey, lecture me all you want how it might not last. idgaf. My life, not yours. live your own because you have so much time in your hands to get in to other peoples lives that dont care bout what you say. my life, im the boss. your life your the boss. Keep it that way. nigger.


=D

you make my high go down.

Damn, why is everyone dieing these days? "Sleep when your dead!" "smile now, cry later" "Try to find meaning in your life" I give good advice but can I follow them? I hide in the shadows wondering when someone will find me, I'm alone when everyone is around me. I can't stand up when people are trying to help me. In my life I realize I will always be alone, no matter how much one person tries. In the end the person I need to help is me. What do I see? All I see really is darkness and shadows that never ends, all screaming and screeching with the voices of people dieing, but no matter I still put a smile on my face, with out a doubt. Ignoring all the possibilities that can happen and always imagining the impossible possible. Is this how I should really live? Lets find out. Make your self happy first before you try to make someone else happy.



~jeric joel devela

closing in

take a deep breath, close your eyes and make a wish, pray and hope that it'll come true. Life's can be at it's best or at it's worst, you're the only one that can make the choice. believe or don't believe? How much have we change, remember the things we used to do, while we lay down on a top of a hill, underneath a tree, while we look at the clouds? 12 years has passed since we first said hello, so tell me have we changed? Have we changed for the better or for the worst? We still both smile just like before... Smile for your neighbor, smile for your friend, and especially smile for the people you care about. Laugh while we role play the power rangers, Talk about girls in the phone till' 4, eat everything we can, sleep over and wrestle and make all of our parents irritated. Be the best friends we can be. Smile and remember the past and the present and think how we can make our future better =]. We used to live our life in heart pumping "adrenaline status." Always running, fighting, and always making trouble. Even though sometimes we went overboard at least we never spilled on each other, we were always there. Even though were near each other, it feels like were no where in sight. What happened to lets always be there even when we grow old? it feels like I'm the only one communicating with everyone in the 4 of us. If this is our future then let it be.
1.M=owe me a ferrari.
2.I=thanks for making me believe in god again.
3.C=thanks for still being there haha fag.