Friday, February 6, 2009

the rain.


mamamakayla!

kahootie patootie katana!


back to reality, from soul to soul.

close your eyes and make a wish!


your stupid because it feels like even though u said i have you, it still feels like i have to try so much just to be the best boyfriend i can. It's weird because it feels like to me you arent even showing affection. I made promises and i will keep them no matter how hard it will be. Your head is stuck in the world of the past where you think that you cant trust or have hope for anyone, but that's just being hard headed. The past is the past and now your in the present, forget what has happened to you and look for the new... trust me, if i havent thought about this enough, i wouldve told you im sorry and just move on. But i did think about it, and i hate thinking but i felt like i had to. To see if i was true to you are just fake. but i know i am true and what ever i say ill keep on going till it crashes me down. I'm really trying to be a boy friend as best as i can, not even pushing you away, but to keep you as close to me as possible.


#old me.
dont like clingy girls
dont like girls that calls me alot.
gets bored easily.
dont ever start a convo and just leave them alone
dont care
let them do whateva they want.
dont even care where they are .
dont ever call them

#new me the one with you.
I want you to be clingy
i want you to pull me out of my friends
i want you to be with me everywhere i go
i want you to start making conversations with me
i want you to smile all the time
i care where you are and what you do
i want you to call me out of no where for no reason
i want you to be close to me and know everything about me
i want you to always be there for me as i am always there for you
i want you to try your best and be happy
I want you to make fun of me for stupid things i do/ and also i will do the same for you
i want you to fully trust me that no matter what happens you will know ill be there.
i want to protect you with everything i can
i want to just be yours~.
this is what i want from you and be for you. stupid.

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