gnite

i really hope soon all these misunderstandings go away. They not only make me sad but everyone involved. fejkokafowkgpk. im sorry for all of this. i really am. I Love Kristina and i will give up anything and everything for her. hopefully wednesday we go to Disneyland this time. but hopefully i see her before then. gnite baby. ily!

gnite

im so tired already idk why-_- my back hurts alot. and im outta shape! needa start doing what i said imma do. today i got to hang out with my love:] pretty happy! and thursday hopefully the date goes thru!:]]]]]]] gnite everyone

I hate

blogs now. tooo much misinterpretations -_- gosh but today i went to knotts with Kristina:]]]]]]] yay!.very spontaneous! as i said imma change my sleeping habits soon. run more and such. well im basically here right now to say a riddle; cause krisitna told me riddles and i KINDA liked them:]. pretty fun. okay anyways. here it goes: A woman was horrified to find a fly in her tea. The waiter took her cup and went into the kitchen and returned with a fresh cup of tea. She shouted, "You brought me the same tea!" How did she know?............betchu cant solve it!:]

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its only been 3 hours and im already breaking down, its worse then i ever thought. i miss you so much. efiwafopkwpogfkakpgfok and sorry i cant help but hate the 4. they ruined what we had. i love you so much

you have to let go...

im sorry cindy,vivian, melissa, and eunice but i wish i never met you guys. you guys ruined everything. now theres nothing to look forward to. you guys didnt do anything wrong but i cant find anyone else to blame. Mrs. Sia I dont know what i did wrong. Not knowingly be in the same house vivian was over? I tried to give them up. and i succeeded but not in your eyes. i dont know what to do anymore. your daughter is my world and to be honest, throughout all my life, ive known friends who do bad things. cindy vivian and them were just accused. sure they drank before. maybe even more. but not when im around. there is no point in stopping me from talking to your daughter. cause i dont know honestly who can treat her any better. i love her so much. But the reason i dont do all the things some of my friends do? Because i choose not to. and i think kristina can too. i dont think kristina would get influnced just like me. shes strong. and she knows its retarded to do those things. Im not asking for another chance though cause i know you made up your mind. all i want to say is: give krisitna more freedom! it'll be better for her, trust me on that.

uh oh

i think she knows... :[ surprised ruined? kewopfkpokgfopf hope she'll still enjoy it!

Today

is the worst day of my life. i didnt see kristina:[ it turns out i spent my time prepping for a suprise that cant even happen anymore. jewgfiwjaiogkweoigkweopgkaop i hate my life. i miss krisinta so much already. i never cared so much about anyone and this happens. wlfopoegwpkopwgk i hope this week goes by fast, so i can see her again:[ i love you

pure excitement

this upcoming weeek will be so good:]
selfreminder:
-usher
-pluck
-shave
-give g's
-prepare /w candles
-cut hair
-dont steal

im sorry

mommy. i didnt mean to get you mad at me! i not going bother you about going back to home anymore. im sorry

holy shiz-_-

i think my blurred vision saved me for the first time ever...my grandma wearing this robelike dress was putting on lotion on her legs and i on the hand was just looking at her cuz she was talking. but then something shocking happened. EW kewfmewagkewgewakgop she uncrossed her leg and idk what i saw. im glad idk what i saw. shit imma die kgfewapgk IM BLIND!!!!!!!!!

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:[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ imy

i got plans

GOOOD PLANS:] im excited













ps- hi kristina!

Life is Good

i have a great family. right now in the middle of the night Emily my baby sister came to my room, crying. i hugged her to my bed and asked her whats wrong. she was crying cause mom left to go buy something. she was asking for me to stay with her. i felt so happy that she came to me. honestly. I told her everything would be okay and gave her the biggest hug:] it was the cutest thing in the world to me. not her crying, just her coming to me for comfort. Afterwards i laid her down and told her she doesnt need to worry cause mommys coming home soon. she stopped and fell asleep. I took her to her room and put her to sleep agian. Then i went to see my grandma and she was playing this old skool game and haha i didnt bother her. it was so cute watching her play:] shes been playing for like 5 hours now or more. HAHA and shes still on the same level. HAHAH idk why but right now i feel so warm and happy inside =] this is good. But aside from that what i want is to just make Kristina happy. Shes a keeper:] HAHA yeah im so happy about everything right now. im like smiling writing this idk why-_- HAHA but yeah i miss krisinta so much. i miss her the most outta anyone in the world right now. Im so glad i met her and i couldnt ask for more. Gosh I Love my life =]]]]] thanks for everything kristina! I LOVE YOU.

hello

there are these 2 lil people outside my room.my sister and my lil cousin. aged 6 and 4. they want to come in here and jump around and bug me and stuff. okay kriisntas back bye:]

:]

life is good. i have a great family that cares alot, too much to be honest. but thats love for yah! My friends are great, checkin up on me and stuff. And i have the perfect girl who makes me smile every second i talk to her. damn i really have it good. I thought i had it good before but now honestly i know what i was missing. Ill do anything to keep everything like it is now. like seriously theres nothing better:] except for the fact that right now im away from all that cause im in TAIWAN :[ i really dont wanna be here but i got no choice. so whatever. Right now all i have here is family, which im makin it sound bad but its not. Its just im missing the other 2 things i need in life. my friends and kristina! ugh i hate thinking about it so much cause i know im so far away from them. HAHA who am i kidding right now all im missing is Kristina and a few of my close friends and when i say a few i mean like 5 give or take. i might be lying about that too tho cause right now all thats on my mind is Kristina KRISTNA KRISTINA jewgjiawogjio okay bye imma go eat pizza. i cant wait til she signs on:]]]]]]]

yeah you see my smile? thats the kind i get everytime. its kinda ugly but idgaf. which reminds me, i still owe you a bday dinner:] gosh kristina your so pretty. dont slap me cause ill block that shiz;]