you have to let go...

im sorry cindy,vivian, melissa, and eunice but i wish i never met you guys. you guys ruined everything. now theres nothing to look forward to. you guys didnt do anything wrong but i cant find anyone else to blame. Mrs. Sia I dont know what i did wrong. Not knowingly be in the same house vivian was over? I tried to give them up. and i succeeded but not in your eyes. i dont know what to do anymore. your daughter is my world and to be honest, throughout all my life, ive known friends who do bad things. cindy vivian and them were just accused. sure they drank before. maybe even more. but not when im around. there is no point in stopping me from talking to your daughter. cause i dont know honestly who can treat her any better. i love her so much. But the reason i dont do all the things some of my friends do? Because i choose not to. and i think kristina can too. i dont think kristina would get influnced just like me. shes strong. and she knows its retarded to do those things. Im not asking for another chance though cause i know you made up your mind. all i want to say is: give krisitna more freedom! it'll be better for her, trust me on that.