grown up?

I didn't know when I grew up or if I was even able to grow up. I was always afraid of growing old. But what was I to be afraid of in the first place? Being older means being wiser, being more sophisticated, and being more mature.... THATS ALL BULLFUCKITY SHIT FOLKS. ALL THIS IS BULLSHIT. It's your life live the way you want it to be. Don't ever act different to anyone because you want to get respected or to think your kewl. All that is a fawkin joke. The memories u will have wont even be the real you and you're wasting your time being some one else than rather being you self. If people doesnt like you, hell with it there are 81u038290389012839081290389012840 people in the world just have fun with it