Monday, February 2, 2009

you make my high go down.

Damn, why is everyone dieing these days? "Sleep when your dead!" "smile now, cry later" "Try to find meaning in your life" I give good advice but can I follow them? I hide in the shadows wondering when someone will find me, I'm alone when everyone is around me. I can't stand up when people are trying to help me. In my life I realize I will always be alone, no matter how much one person tries. In the end the person I need to help is me. What do I see? All I see really is darkness and shadows that never ends, all screaming and screeching with the voices of people dieing, but no matter I still put a smile on my face, with out a doubt. Ignoring all the possibilities that can happen and always imagining the impossible possible. Is this how I should really live? Lets find out. Make your self happy first before you try to make someone else happy.



~jeric joel devela