Wednesday, March 25, 2009

whats wrong?

truthfully speaking... I am confused and partially lost in my own head, with irritating senses. Battles for once i cant win alone.. What do i need? Who do i need? just to win like i did before? I am asking alot of questions but no one is willing to answer! Where is the light that will show me the way? Before there was a huge bright light telling me what is right to what is wrong. Now that light is dimming away from me, just leaving me in to darkness. Someone guide me, show me , tell me what is going on. Everything goes fucking my way, but how can it go my way when i dont even know what is going on. smiling through aint enough, messing around might destroy what i have, and leaving might be a good decision.

ps. =D hey emily, lets change life, lets change the world. =]