selfish? greedy? happiness?

What the fuck does this all mean? believing in the good of people? Thats what i did, i tried to follow what was going on in your head but in the end, it all leads to a manipulating, indecisive, emotional person that is trying to break us apart. I am not being recklessly stupid because i actually put an effort in know and how kind hearted this person is. I tried, believe me I really tried.. the more i see him, the more i know him, the more i get fooled and lose hope in him. I really do mind u go out and hang with him, i really do.. because my gut feelings are always right. Im not being selfish or anything but i actually thought about it for a while and now its all up to u.