Tuesday, April 21, 2009

life

is good, almost too good. everythings been going the way i wanted almost. but like for the most important stuff. it is! like kristina:] gosh i feel stupid always saying these things like how shes so talented and pretty and all those good stuff; but i cant help but say it all the time cuz its true!but the truely weird thing is its hard to get her off my mind. like starting from an unconcious state of sleep i start thinking about her as dreams, when i wake up in the morning happy i think about her. when im bored i wish she was there to talk to. When i eat i wish she was there to try some of the good fukin food. i look forward to going home to talk to her or to call her. or when im out i always keep hoping she calls so i can ditch everything thats happening just to talk to her:] gosh okay everythings goin so perfectly! oh but today my family left for china:'( my mom dad sister. who i will miss alot! um oh yea today i also learned that the shoes i bought[for myself] arnt good cuz i noticed i already got shoes! so i needa return it..i think and think of a new way of asking the big ?. gosh im scared but also excited:] well the other bad parts dont even involve me but it involves someone very special, she has aches on her leg and back and TONGUE? but yea ill help or attempt to when isee her:] HAH okay yea well i hope kristina has a goooood night sleep today and all the other days to come! gnite!!!! sweet dreams
ps- im not gonna sign on or call today cuz like dont wanna bug you maria sia gnite!

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